Fudge fungle fsck

jag vet inte... jag bara...
GRAAAAAH

why can't i get it through my thick fucking skull that ain't no fucking point?
but noooo, i end up, sitting here, day after fucking day, wanting something i'll never have. ever.
It's way out of my leauge. so why can't i just get over it?! PLEASE!! Just let me get over it!!

get over her...

damnit...